~It's all my fault ='(

I can't take it anymore...
It's the same thing over and over...
I can't make the bleeding stop.
It hurt so much!!!

Instead of nightmares, I dream of memories.
Dream of all the things "we" used to do.
It seems so real, only to wake up everyday to find out,
It was just a dream!
I feel so pain in my heart!
Sometimes i even can't breath.

I don't want to feel this pain anymore.
Make it stop!
I want to sleep forever, i don't want to wake up!
It's the only way i feel "we're" together again.
And the only way i feel everything is back to normal.

I never felt so hurt before in my life.
Why can't doctors make medicine to cure this pain!!
Even hitting the wall with my hands, my heart still feel more pain than my hands.

I can't bare this pain no longer...