Modern family reunion? LOL

It feels good to have this sort of technologies.

Webcam wif the whole pack around the globe!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

From the left.
Uncle Jerry in USA, Jacinta in NZ, Sis in KK, and me in Kuching.
Aunty Mat and all the cuzies =)
Baby John finally came >.<

After awhile, more ppl came.....this time aunty from tawau joined =)
No.4, Josh looks so korean! damn. envy

Hope to do this soon again. but not virtually of coz....

Try new Saloon?

Yesterday, I accompanied Ray to hav a hair cut.
He tried out a different hair saloon in The Spring.
(Not sure wat was the name)
the ppl there are quite "pro"
gona try it one day =)

Here are some preview pictures :
Looks nice huh?
Ray having a hair wash~
Ray having a hair cut~
this guy cut hair "pro"

Whhoopss...how did this get here? hahaha

Shoking News ='(

The day i flew to Kuching i was afraid of 1 thing.
I fear some1 calling me and telling me dat some1 close to me passed away.
I kept thinking about that every single night.
Even dream about it.

I never thought this day would come,
till just now when my bro called me.

My cousin's mom ='(
My uncle's wife.
My aunty.

WHY?!

Serious NOW.

Happy hour is over.
I need to hit the books, and I need to hit it HARD

I had an amazing time with you guys.
I can't remember the last time I had so much drama in my life.
From tears of joy till the tears of sorrow~
U guys made my life very interesting =)

We had so many outings~
From badminton, till breakfast, lunch, dinner, movie, shopping and
the best part is at the hostel =)

Badminton at Arena.

Party at Uni.

Dinner at KC. Jz ignore this guy~
and oso this guy. lol ~Pepsi~

There were alot more events but sadly my camera wasent out.
Well, wat can u expect when u're having too much fun =)

|Saturday| ~ 27/03/2010

Today was a really really great day for me=)
1st of all, i went to MPH hoping to play basketball,
but since it was full, so i decide to go gym while waiting.
While waiting, my fren came and off we go to the Arena
to play badminton. lol

But i really wanted to play basketball since last week,
so i walk back to uni and meet up wif Natasha, Jeraca, Cecilia and...uhmmm....
ohh yeahh....Benz =P

Tot they gona play basketball but instead only Jeraca did,
and played a few rounds wif some really pro ppl. i'm a noob!

After the basketball, we all went to KingCentre for lunch =P
yeap, walk there again. After eat, went to acc them buy some things,
and then acc them back to uni again =)

When dats done, i went back home to take a really cool shower =)
ahhhh yesss =D
i went back to uni to meet up wif them again,
and this time, we're off to The Spring!
crossing the road take more than 10 mins!
and we had to cross 2 roads! OMG?!!

while at Spring, walked around wif them to look look and buy things.
when its all done, we went to Igloo =)
haha.....it was gooooood =)

here are some pics.

Before.
Green tea and cornflakes, Milk and dunno wat,
and Strawberry and black current. ( i think)

mmmmmm...yummy right^^

All nice except Green tea! >.<

After! So clean =)
Even the Green Tea is finish! lol
Tuuu...dat girl yang order the Green Tea. LOL

WAIT! thats not it =P
when everyting is done, we all went back to uni for
EARTH HOUR!
this year swinburne earth hour was better than last year =)
but still, very boring and waste of time=.=

here are some pics.
was very dark, and camera lousy.
we were all gathered in front of Block B
it was ok i guess...

Don't you just wish your heart can be numb sometimes?

Tonite the sky was full of stars,
and the moon was bright,
not a cloud in the sky,
and cool air the whole time.

With all these, i climb up to the roof just to stare at the sky.
It reminded me of her.
As soon as those memories hit me,
i sat down there quietly and remember all those moments.

I felt a huge hole in my heart,
i feel so depress and the longer i stayed up on the roof,
the more i think about her.

Why can't you get out of my head!
Why must you leave a hole in my heart?
arrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!

We used to go up to the parking building in uni at night,
dark, alone, and high up enough to see the whole city.
the same sight and atmosphere when i was up on my roof.

sometimes i wish i never went to swinburne =(

Thursday so free oh.

Today i was free for the whole day!
i tot it was gona be good for me, but was very boring =.=
spend whole morning reading inno,
then walk to school to eat laksa =P

then hang out awhile wif some friends,
but they all got class!!
then is off to lib for me to study physic,
read for 30 mins only then sleep >.< lol

after dat, go gym wif housemates.
our muscles are gona be super pain 2mrw!

~It's not the same

Uni life aint the same as it used to be.
So much change happening.
So many friends quit Swinburne and went to other uni.
well, i dnt really blame them, swinburne sucks anyway.

I dnt see much of my friends around uni,
due to different classes, different courses and of coz most are in degree.
hardly see them around, only during lunch time i see "some"

Well, not all the changes are bad.
Got some new buddies =)
feel so "syok" around them. LOL

~lazy to write now, gona continue soon. ~

Time Machine for me please =(

I laugh, I smile and I joke around people,
I may look normal in the outside,
as if nothing is wrong,
but in the inside,
Im still feeling down.
I still think about "you" every moment.
and yes, I do miss "you" alot.

I miss "you" in my life.
I really wish I could be with "you" again.
I've learn my lesson, I won't make the same mistakes again.

I've improve myself ever since that day.
"You" are the only reason that I did.
If only i could say those 3 letter words to "you" again....

Happy Chap Gor Mei!!!!

This year CNY was boring for me, all my cousins from outside Malaysia
dint come back =.="
So it was very QUIET

But everything changed on the last day of CNY =D
Despite the fact that i was still feeling BLUE due to
my "Love Life", i manage to cheer up thanks to
a "sot sot friend" haha...jk jk >.<


My family and I were invited to my dad's friend open house.
DAMN RICH GUY! =D
the dinner is very very big! many people went, everyone dint know anyone.
But throughout the dinner, manage to make some friends=)
Turns out the world is very small =P Found out that the girl who dye my hair was at the party too >.< and my cousin found one of his regular "starbucks" customer at the party as well =) Mom found some of her office friends there.
"Small world"

Here are some pictures i took at the "Party" There were alot of people!

People everywhere!

Left and right, back and front! haha


After all the guest arrive, then is "MAKAN" time.

Very long Q

The line never end! and i was hungry!!

After waiting for sooo long...i give up and went for PORK instead =D

~Yummy pork! (that is not my hand)

Got there just in time....Pork was about to finish =.=

With so many food, people will of coz get thirsty,
not to worry, there is a "Mini Bar!" hahaha

Lots and lots of BEER!

Can ask the guy to give u as much beer u want! =D
(Of coz got soft drinks and box drinks for the kids too la)

After u get all ur food and drinks,
find an empty place, sit down there,
eat & drink, then talk to anybody next to u XD

(I found a seat earlier, but whn i went to take a beer, my seat was taken=.=)

Eat dy? Full Full dy?
wait....dun forget desert! =D
Free unlimited "Ice Cream!"

You can take as many times as u want^^

after the dinner, the FINALE!
18 "Lion Dance!"
dint take pic, just video nia.
but manage to take a really
tall pole (taller than a house) that they gona climb =)

So high till cant see the top =.="
sure they get pay alot to do dat.

(I'll upload the video next time.)

After the awesome dinner, we went straight to "popo's hse"
just to wish them =)
on the way there, we saw so many lantern in the sky^^
really wanted to play it.
We tot our night was over, but as we reach my popo hse,
one lantern ngam ngam land near us!
hahaha! so LUCKY!

Thinking not to waste it,
we light it up again and lift it to the sky again =)

~The End~

~you're still in my mind

As days pass, i feel abit better,
im eating properly, i can think clearly and the dreams seem to have stop,
(but sometimes still dream abit)

Last night as i was abt to sleep,
my driving teacher called me and said that i have lesson the next day at 7am =.=|||
so late dy call then expect me to wake up so early to prepare. swt la

My driving was fine, but today it was abit bad,
while driving back home, my teacher had to break for me a few times =.=
coz all the sudden, i remember "her"

thinking the whole time, when will i ever drive her out again?
when will i have the chance to bring her out to dinner?
perhaps drive her to Uni too?

i will always miss her,
she was the best.
if i could write about all the good things about her,
it would take more than a day to complete it.

~Im not over you =(

Im still thinking of you everyday and every second,
Its hard to forget someone you love truly and deeply,
someone you have devoted your heart to,
someone you have spend together with a long time.

Im so depress, the pain in my heart has become a scar.
everyday i feel weaker and weaker.
"she" was my strength and weakness,
when "she" left, im nothing.

This morning i wake up with my tummy pain,
i realise i havent been eating properly,
i used to eat 2 plates of rice,
now i can hardly finish half plate of rice.
sometimes i even just eat half plate of rice for dinner only.
Im too depress to eat, i feel very hungry!
but i just got no appetite to eat =s

My emotions and feelings are just too strong,
or is it my "love" towards her?
I dnt knw wat to do anymore...
beside thinking wat i did and blaming myself.

~对 不 起 ! !

Im still having those dreams.
They just can't seem to stop.
Now i consider my dreams as nightmares,
because every time i wake up, i dnt feel fine.

Today i wake up wif my eyes watery.
i feel sorry for what i have done to "her".
i feel so sad and depress!
i miss "her"

why is it so hard? T.T
everyting i see, touch, hear and do reminds me of "her"
yesterday while "kan dianshi"
didi changed the channel to 615 and it was "Pucca"
"she" used to watch that before and see those characters as "us"

My heart felt so cold and heavy.
It hurts so much!

~It's all my fault ='(

I can't take it anymore...
It's the same thing over and over...
I can't make the bleeding stop.
It hurt so much!!!

Instead of nightmares, I dream of memories.
Dream of all the things "we" used to do.
It seems so real, only to wake up everyday to find out,
It was just a dream!
I feel so pain in my heart!
Sometimes i even can't breath.

I don't want to feel this pain anymore.
Make it stop!
I want to sleep forever, i don't want to wake up!
It's the only way i feel "we're" together again.
And the only way i feel everything is back to normal.

I never felt so hurt before in my life.
Why can't doctors make medicine to cure this pain!!
Even hitting the wall with my hands, my heart still feel more pain than my hands.

I can't bare this pain no longer...

~Its all about FOOD! =D

~In this blog, i'll be talking about food! i'll be showing what i've made for these pass few week >.<

1st in the list is the usual eggs + sausage for breakfast.

It started off nicely as i crack the eggs in along wif the sausages aside.

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and then...things start to get messy as i tried to "FLIP" the egg =.=
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(FAILED ATTEMPT TO FLIP EGG)

but...it still can be eaten=P
finally, set the breakfast down and ate it while watching TV =)




my 2nd breakfast i prepared was quite a success =)
just last week, dad got a new "Toaster"
worked wonderfully =D

I'll start off from scratch =P

(The new toaster)

The ingredients for my breakfast =D
yup...more eggs XD

i've decide to use the toaster to make eggs instead of bread.
so...1st i put some butter and let it melt.

after that...spread the eggs in. then close it and wait a few minutes.

when its done....its gona look like this....the smell is extremely sweet!! YUM YUM=D

Throw in a couple of crackers and its time to chowww down XD



Of all the food i've made these pass few weeks, the best has got to be....

THIS!!!
haha...i know what u're thinking..."eggs again?"
yess yess...but this time i've added some minced pork with some "Korean sea-weed with Wasabi". all together completed with omelet egg and rice =)

Out on a Sunday..

Sunday, 24/01/2010

Me and my whole family (including some aunties and cousins) went out on our usually brunch + shopping. After church, we always plan what and where to eat. That day happened to be in Suria KK! It just open a few months ago. It is huge! BIG! GIGANTIC!!! but empty (-,-)zzZZ
But, thanx to "Metrojaya" the mall was active =)

Our 1st stop....the Food Court of Suria KK.....not really nice coz its all Malay food =.="
But lucky one of the shop got sell Honey BBQ chicken rice =)

Honey BBQ Chicken Rice

The view from where we ate was quite nice. here are some of the pictures (lousy) i took.


Its was jz rite next to the Sea =)

CHECK OUT THE BOATS/SHIPS! =D


BUT....if u look further up the Sea....u will notice stg terrible =.=
THE INDONESIAN IMIGRANTS!!!!

Those little houses around the island are the homes of the THOUSANDS of Indons! they get free citizenship from the STUPID g'vor of Sabah, while the chinese that lived here for decades get the Red IC card...wic mean u are HALF MALAYSIA! WTF?!
1 day i will bomb all those houses!


Oh yaa....almost after the meal....we got ABC (ice kacang) LOL

The Outer look.

The inner look.



After all that...Its time for shopping =)
Our 1st stop was the "Reject Shop"

Bought 3 white polo t-shirt from here =)


Then it was off to "Metrojaya"
the aunties and mom turn to go window shopping XD

Omoz like my name >.<

LOOK! another one XD

~That was all we did that day~